Wednesday, December 29, 2010

My "Goofy" Dream

This probably seems dorky and slightly childish but I don't care. Goofy and Max are awesome! Last night I had a dream that I was turned into a cartoon character and was in a Goof Troop episode. I was trying to find a way home and to be my human self again. Goofy, P.J., and Max were helping me. It was so funny with Goofy always saying something silly, tripping or sliding over things, and Max and P.J. coming up with crazy ideas like asking a fake fortune teller for help or spraying me with a hose to see if I could be "uncartoonized" (I know that it's not a word, Max made it up in the dream). Goofy then accidentally ran into a glass door that was hidden in their basement. That was my way home. I walked through and I woke up.  

Monday, December 27, 2010

A Twilight Question

Okay, I'm Team Edward, always will be. Edward and Bella are meant to be, but I was wondering what would happen if she was with Jacob. Would there be less life threatening situations? Less drama? It would probably be extremely boring. Tell me what you think.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Fly Away Princess (Song: Once Upon A Time By SHE)

Once upon a time, there was a beautiful princess named Miranda who had everything. She was extremely special since she was a baby. The fairies had blessed her with extraordinarily violet eyes, long and flowing black hair, and cherry colored lips. The witches and wizards had blessed her with the gift of song and flight. She could dance upon the stars like a wingless bird and beckon the dawn with her lovely voice. She also lived in a huge palace full of family and servants who adored her more than anything and would die for her. Even though she had it all, Miranda felt so empty inside.

Every time she would walk into the crowded banquet hall for a ball, she always had millions of suitors surround her. They would grovel at her feet, give her valuable offerings, lick their lips seductively, and promise her the world; anything to have her as a wife. She never believed those damn fools! They all were complete liars with monstrous lust in their eyes. She was just a prize to them.

One night, she and her family had a guest to dinner. His name was Prince David. When Miranda was younger, she fell in love with this prince (the only time that she let someone into her heart). He was handsome, charming, and she thought that he was faithful and truly loved her but she caught him feverishly kissing one of the queen’s ladies-in-waiting and her heart was broken beyond belief. This betrayal took away her dreams. She vowed to never see him again and she hadn’t until the king stupidly invited him to dinner.

As she was eating silently while the king and queen made conversation with him, he kept looking at her like a piece of meat. Finally, she couldn’t take it anymore and quickly ran out to the garden without excusing herself. With tears in her eyes, she said, “I won’t take this any longer!” Without hesitation, Miranda raised her arms and gracefully levitated off the ground. She didn’t know where she was going or what was going to happen. She just wanted to escape from her hollow and passionless life. Not looking back, she flew up higher and higher into the dark night sky.

What happened to her then? Did she find true love? I wish that I could tell you. No one really knows. Some say that she flew to the heavens and became a guardian angel for the lonely, and others say that she just flew aimlessly around the world, looking and longing for a companion but one thing is for sure, she flew away, far away from the undeniable lies and emptiness forever.

©Lena Holdman, all rights reserved 2010

I wrote this story a long time ago but it somewhat fits the song above so I decided to re-edit it and post it. Enjoy!

They Should've Won!!!

Street Corner Symphony should've won The Sing-Off. Come on, they are incredible!! Committed, the group that won are just Boy II Men wannabes.

Friday, December 17, 2010

Street Corner Symphony (from The Sing-Off)

Since my first favorite group On The Rocks was kicked off, I want Street Corner Symphony, my second favorite to win The Sing-Off. They are so cool! They're amazing singers. Go Street Corner Symphony!

Star Fallen From Grace

Once your name was in lights,
everything you did was perfect and right.
You were idolized, you were adored.
Thousand of fans devotedly hung posters of you on their walls;
you had it all.

But you made one misstep,
had one moment of misjudgment;
And now, you’re a star fallen from grace,
the one that Hollywood shuns and looks down at with disgust.
You don’t know which is worse;
the words that they write and say or all the broken hearts.
It seems like your life is over.

I’m here to say don’t ever give up,
that’s everything will be okay.
If you admit to your mistake,
Ask for help, reach for a hand,
someone out there will understand.
All you need is faith, love, and good friends.
And just remember that God is listening,
He’ll never leave you behind,
You’ll always be under his bright spotlight.

©Lena Holdman, all rights reserved 2010

This is for the celebrities who get bashed by the media. I don't know why but it just popped in my head one day. I think that some celebrities/pubic figures need a hug or some caring word sometimes. The media can get mean at times.

A Christmas Wedding

Check out my new Christmas story called "A Christmas Wedding" on Storywrite. . It's romantic and very spiritual. It'll put you in the Christmas spirit. Merry Christmas!!! 

P.S. IT'S FICTION, LOL!!!! This story just came from my crazy imagination like most things. I'm just really in the Christmas mood. :) :) :)

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

My Birthday Dinner

Last night, I met Rick for first time in person. He and his friends Becca and Jozy joined me, Mom, Amanda, Craig, and Baby Gracie for dinner at Frankie Gianino's. Rick was sweet as always and his friends were very nice. He got me a teddy bear and blanket, which his grandma made, and a candle and some earrings. Becca also made me some beautiful bracelets and a bookmark. I was ecstatic to see Rick. I was on cloud nine. It was the best birthday!

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

It's My Birthday (Na Na Na)

 It's my 24th birthday, heck yeah!!! Got the Eclipse movie and the new My Chemical Romance CD, meeting Rick, and getting chocolate cake...AWESOME DAY!!

On The Rocks

I love, love the group On The Rocks from the TV show The Sing-Off!! That's all I have to say.

Monday, December 13, 2010

To Play With Fire

To Play With Fire

You make me want to play with fire,
just smile at danger.
I’m letting my heart go reckless but I don’t care.
You’re my partner in crime,
my shelter when it begins to rain.
Some say it’s insane,
some even it’s wrong
to have such admiration for someone who’s almost a stranger,
But you make me want to play with fire,
just smile at danger.

©Lena Holdman, all rights reserved 2010

Vote For Pepsi Refresh Project

Pepsi is having contest for the most "Refreshing" projects that help people and the environment. Pepsi will donate money to the winner. Vote at:

Friday, December 10, 2010

My Happy Dream (Once Upon a December)

 I had such a happy dream last night (the reason for the whimsical song above). No, it wasn't about my boyfriend Rick, though I am extremely excited to meet him on my birthday! It was about camp and a camp friend (let's call him Patrick because I don't want to embarrass him). In the dream, I was at camp in December for some odd reason. We had to gather in the dinning hall because of a snow storm and Patrick came in with his silver cross around his neck and his hat on backwards as always. He quickly ran up to Kortney and me and hugged me tightly, saying, "I've missed you so much Lena." He asked Kortney and I about Rick, about the dances that we go to, and about our Christmas. Then suddenly, he just began to dance with me out of the blue. He was just twirling me around slowly, holding me close, singing and talking to me, and making me laugh. People were staring but I didn't care. I was just having fun with my friend. I woke up giggling. It put me in a good mood. 

Monday, December 6, 2010

The Impairy Story: Part 1 is here!


Part 1:

 After reading the stories above, tell me what you think. I was thinking about making it a 4 or 5 part story instead of 3. Tell me your thoughts.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Cinderella by TaTa Young

My new theme song peeps! I love it. I don't want to be the helpless princess locked in the tower, I want to be the princess who has control of her life and who kicks butt!!