Being Happy and Relaxed (Do Not Disturb 😜)

I'm planning to have a relaxing weekend. Today, Daddio made me chocolate chip pancakes with whipped cream for breakfast. He also surprised me with some new Halloween solar panel bobbleheads (I like the clicking sound that they make). Simple things make me happy! 

My plan for tomorrow is simple: watching Law & Order: SVU all day. I know that it sounds very lazy but I don't care. I'll go downstairs and watch SVU to my heart's content. 

Sunday is the Holdman family reunion in the park. It'll be so, so, so hot and we'll wake up early but it's going to be fun. 

Bleeding Pages (a Poem)

Sometimes I make the pages bleed, 
My overwhelming feelings penetrating the paper, 
using my trusty pen;
With piercing words of sadness, angst, and happiness, 
revealing the vulnerability within me that is so deep. 

Sometimes my soul just scream onto the page, 
giving my mind relief and telling my darkest secrets, 
letting people know that I won't ever change. 


(c)Lena Holdman, all rights reserved 2017 

This poem just popped into the head the other night when I was writing in my journal. The pages of my journal sometimes get abused lol. 😄

Fan-Girls Stick Together

I never thought that a Shane fan edit would be emotional but I got tears in my eyes when I first watched this 😢😍 (the video above ⇧). It’s so good. This edit was made a girl named Nicole. She's a mega Shane Dawson fan like me. I follow her on Twitter. Please follow her at @daydreamxdawson and give her some love. 😊😘

Remembering 9/11

September 11, 2001 
Always remember what shouldn't have happened. 🌹

Just a Few Updates

I decided not to do online classes this year because I want to be focused on my writing, my family, and reading more books. Also, the classes were getting redundant by the end of last year and I was sort of getting bored with it. I just want to do my own thing, living my best life. 😎 ✍🎧🖳 🎃🎄👪📚

Smooches! 💋