What We Own (a poem)

What We Own  

We are now, the past, the future. 
Our friendship will be something what history will gladly remember. 
We don't listen what others are saying or follow the latest trends, 
we rock out to the beat to our own drum and just do us. 
Are people hating on this? 
Oh, come on, 
go ahead and let them, 
Let's just have some fun! 

If you're about to fall down, 
I'll catch you before you hit the ground. 
If you're about to drown, 
I'll dive under and give you my air. 
People might not understand us, 
Throwing their sticks and stones
but the fight is on, 
Let's show them what we're made of, 
what we always have owned within! 



(c)Lena Holdman, all rights reserved 2018 

Poet Notes: I heard this poem as a song in a dream last night. In the dream, I was in an all-girl punk rock band and no one knew our true identities. We played and wrote our own music but we also fought crime and investigated paranormal activity. We had fighting skills and magic powers too. It was like a mixture of Jem and the Holograms, Mighty Morphin Power Rangers, and Hannah Montana but on acid and steroids, lol. 

Smooches and think Tink! 💋

Friday of Randomness

Today, I went shopping and bought a Minnie Mouse Tsum Tsum plush (I collect them). Then, since outside was gloomy, rainy, and spooky, (sexy vampire weather), I watched Twilight, while I ate dinner and drank coffee. I then put back on my Peter Pan t-shirt after a shower, watched Youtube, and chatted on Twitter.

⇩⇩Now, look at my funny conspiracy that made up last night. ⇩ 😄⇩  

Conspiracy Theory: Is Shane Dawson really Peter Pan? They look so alike sometimes that it's uncanny! 
(This theory is just for fun 😁). 

Smooches and think Tink! 💋

a Word from a Professional Fan-girl (Shane Promo)

See...even Peter Pan thinks that Shane Dawson is an awesome youtuber! Don't fly home to Never Never Land without showing Shane some love and support!! Subscribe to his channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/shane

Buy his merch at: https://www.amazon.com/shanedawson

Sign a petition to get more of Shane's videos monetized again: https://www.change.org/p/susan-monetize-shane-dawson-s-video-s 

Follow him on Twitter: https://twitter.com/shanedawson 

You might be wondering why I made a collage of Peter Pan and Shane Dawson. Well, first of all, they're my two favorite people (even though one of them is a fictional character 😁) so why not combine the two? Second of all, sometimes when Shane grins, he looks like Peter Pan. I guess that I can say that Shane Dawson is my Peter Pan (you have my permission to laugh and/or cringe at that statement 😄 but I think that it's adorable 🤗). Third of all, other fans have been posting pictures and videos of themselves wearing his shirts, advertising his merch and showing support. I just wanted to do something different. Plus, the thought of me talking on camera terrifies me, lol, and I take the worse selfies on the planet.  

Smooches and think Tink! 💋

Just Another Happy Friday

I had such a happy day. I woke up on a funny note this morning. I had a dream that Shane Dawson tweeted me and followed me on Twitter. Then, he came to visit me and we filmed videos together. After an awesome visit, he invited me to come to L.A. with him and Ryland. I was so happy that I woke up laughing and yelled: "Damn it, I wanted that to be real!" Lol!!

Later after breakfast, Mom and I went to WalMart. I bought a Riverdale Digest comic book and ice cream. (The ice cream is for when my niece comes over on Saturday). Then, as we were leaving Walmart, some kind church people outside gave me a pretty cross and said: "Bless you." It was sort of weird but it was very nice of them. It was just a reminder that there's still good in the world.

Later that evening, I ate Taco Bell then drank a Caramel Macchiato from McDonald's, while I listened to my ipod. Then, I watched Shane's latest video for the week. It was a relaxing, content Friday.

Smooches and think Tink! 💋

I Wish That I Could...

I know that it sounds completely crazy but I wish that I could go all Veronica Mars; investigate and hunt down the person or the people behind PopBlast to clear Shane Dawson’s name and so that he could sue them for slander. I don’t have the bad ass skills or the tools to do so though, lol, but I just wish that I could. I’ve been showing my love and support online, which I'll keep doing, but just tweeting hashtags won’t make people forget the untrue, vile rumors.I know that he's innocent but everyone needs to see the actual truth so the haters will shut up. Also, there's something about PopBlast that is extremely shady.Yes, I know, I don’t know him personally but this whole situation is beyond wrong and unfair. If I could, I would do something more to help and protect Shane. 

Happy Martin Luther King Day

Remember the past to fix the future.

Hi Steven, Miss You

Hi Stevie Wevie, 

I was just thinking about you today. How are you? I'm good. I'm really missing you and your dorky jokes today, lol. You and I were such goofballs. I know...we all know that you're more happier and in a better place now though. I just wanted to say hi and that you're always in my heart. 

Love, 
Lena

New Blood (a poem)

I sometimes wonder about our society, 
Do we really forget our humanity? 
We kick a person when they're up, 
we stomp harder when they're down. 
We spread gossip, throw around false accusations just for those precious fifteen minutes of fame.  

We become sharks, 
searching for fresh meat. 
We tear a person apart, 
using their insecurities and past mistakes. 
We don't care what's at stake, 
we just attack.
Then, we devour that person's self-esteem and spit it out, 
leaving the rest for the vultures. 

We become vampires, 
smelling new blood. 
No garlic can stop it.
We tell lie after lie, 
We suck and suck the life out of somebody
until they have no fight left. 

I sometimes wonder about our society, 
Have we really forgotten about our humanity? 


(c)Lena Holdman, all rights reserved 2018 

Poet Notes: 

Yesterday, a slanderous video was uploaded by PopBlast, accusing Shane Dawson of being a pedophile. The "evidence" were old pictures and clips of his old jokes from 6 years ago, which were obviously altered/edited by PopBlast to make Shane look and sound bad. This isn't right. He's completely innocent. I admit, his jokes could be over the top and sometimes inappropriate back in the day but they were only jokes. It's called dark humor. He apologized for those old jokes many times. He's a funny guy with a heart of gold. He also has said in many videos that pedophilia is sick and disgusting. He always speaks out against pedophilia.  

Calling anyone a pedophile is serious. You shouldn't say it just for views. Now, even though we know that he's innocent, he has to live with this awful stigma! Don't worry Shane, your true fans know the truth and have your back!! #IStandByShane

Here's the video of Shane explaining it and defending himself: 

  

Here's some happier Shane videos: 

On a Winter Day... ☃

Since it's arctic cold outside (after someone obviously pissed off Elsa lol), I wanted to stay in tonight. I'm going to listen to music, eat Taco Bell, drink some peppermint mocha coffee, and maybe watch the movie Rent. Ahhh, the simple life!   

This is super random but I made a Max Goof fan video yesterday just on a whim. Since I was little, I have been obsessed with Goofy and his son Max. Enjoy this silly video on this chilly day. ⇩