Monday, January 15, 2018

I Wish That I Could...

I know that it sounds completely crazy but I wish that I could go all Veronica Mars; investigate and hunt down the person or the people behind PopBlast to clear Shane’s name and so that he could sue them for slander. I don’t have the bad ass skills or the tools to do so though, lol, but I just wish that I could. I’ve been showing my love and support online, which I'll keep doing, but just tweeting hashtags won’t make people forget the untrue, vile rumors. Yes, I know, I don’t know him personally but this whole situation is beyond wrong and unfair. If I could, I would do something more to help and protect him. 

Happy Martin Luther King Day

Remember the past to fix the future.

Thursday, January 11, 2018

Hi Steven, Miss You

Hi Stevie Wevie, 

I was just thinking about you today. How are you? I'm good. I'm really missing you and your dorky jokes today, lol. You and I were such goofballs. I know...we all know that you're more happier and in a better place now though. I just wanted to say hi and that you're always in my heart. 


New Blood (a poem)

I sometimes wonder about our society, 
Do we really forget our humanity? 
We kick a person when they're up, 
we stomp harder when they're down. 
We spread gossip, throw around false accusations just for those precious fifteen minutes of fame.  

We become sharks, 
searching for fresh meat. 
We tear a person apart, 
using their insecurities and past mistakes. 
We don't care what's at stake, 
we just attack.
Then, we devour that person's self-esteem and spit it out, 
leaving the rest for the vultures. 

We become vampires, 
smelling new blood. 
No garlic can stop it.
We tell lie after lie, 
We suck and suck the life out of somebody
until they have no fight left. 

I sometimes wonder about our society, 
Have we really forgotten about our humanity? 

(c)Lena Holdman, all rights reserved 2018 

Poet Notes: 

Yesterday, a slanderous video was uploaded by PopBlast, accusing Shane Dawson of being a pedophile. The "evidence" were old pictures and clips of his old jokes from 6 years ago, which were obviously altered/edited by PopBlast to make Shane look and sound bad. This isn't right. He's completely innocent. Yes, his jokes could be over the top and sometimes inappropriate back in the day but they were only jokes. It's called dark humor. He apologized for those old jokes many times. He's a funny guy with a heart of gold. He also has said in many videos that pedophilia is sick and disgusting. He always speaks out against pedophilia.  

Calling anyone a pedophile is serious. You shouldn't say it just for views. Now, even though we know that he's innocent, he has to live with this awful stigma! Don't worry Shane, your true fans know the truth and have your back!! #IStandByShane

Here's the video of Shane explaining it and defending himself: 

Here's some happier Shane videos: 

Friday, January 5, 2018

On a Winter Day... ☃

Since it's arctic cold outside (after someone obviously pissed off Elsa lol), I wanted to stay in tonight. I'm going to listen to music, eat Taco Bell, drink some peppermint mocha coffee, and maybe watch the movie Rent. Ahhh, the simple life!   

This is super random but I made a Max Goof fan video yesterday just on a whim. Since I was little, I have been obsessed with Goofy and his son Max. Enjoy this silly video on this chilly day. ⇩ 

Sunday, December 31, 2017

2018 is Coming!

Wishes/Goals For 2018

  • Win the lottery for all of my family
  • Finish writing/editing my book 
  • Go to Disneyworld  
  • Get published 
  • Read 28 books 
  • Meet Shane Dawson and Ryland Adams (might seem far-fetched but hey, I'm a dorky dreamer lol)


Let's be excited for the next year but be happy and proud of the past matter what. 

Smooches y'all!   

Wednesday, December 27, 2017

Just Believe

It's time for us to be brave, 
It's time to fight for our wildest dreams. 
Come on, let's raise your hands and exclaim: 
If something seems impossible to achieve, 
just believe! 

(c)Lena Holdman, all rights reserved 2017 

Poet Notes: I heard this poem in a dream on Tuesday night. People were singing and this poem was the chorus. I can't remember the other lyrics though. The uplifting chorus has just stuck with me. 

Smooches! 💋