Monday, March 19, 2018

Happy 2nd Anniversary Shyland!

Happy 2nd anniversary Shane Dawson and Ryland Adams! #Shyland is a beautiful, sweet, adorable Youtube fairy-tale that is unfolding in front of our eyes. 🌈💕I hope that when and if I fall in love, I'll love someone and be loved by someone like the way Shane and Ryland love each other. 

I love you both and I'm so happy for you two! 

Always believe in fairy-tales and matter what age. 

Smooches and think Tink!

Sunday, March 4, 2018

Confessions of a Stalker (a poem)

Confessions of a Stalker  
No, we're not family and we don't run with the same circle of friends 
but I'm constantly checking on you and follow everything that you do. 

You're my obsession, the sweetest medicine. 

No, you don't know my name
but if I'd go a day without hearing your voice, 
I'd go insane. 

I'm your number one fan, your pleading worshiper.
No one else can love you more. 

You're my everything. 

Here I am, 
watching you through your window, 


(c)Lena Holdman, all rights reserved 2018 

Poet Notes: This poem is from a fictional stalker's perspective. I got the idea from seeing all of the psychotic stans on Twitter and also, the poem popped in my head after hearing this song by Chloe Adams and Once Monsters (the video below ⇩ ). 

Smooches and think Tink! 

Tuesday, February 27, 2018

One More Vote to Save Net Neutrality

The FCC vote to end the Net Neutrality protections that occurred on Dec. 14th can't remain. For some Americans, the internet is more than just entertainment. It's also a learning tool, a way to express themselves, a window to the world, a lifeline, a way to connect with loved ones and customers (for businesses big and small), and way to make new friends around the world. Not all Americans would be able to afford to pay ridiculous fees just to be online. I want an open, fast, and uncensored internet. The internet providers and cable companies say that they won't be doing anything to slow down speed or blocking any content but what's to stop them from doing so without the guidelines that net neutrality provided? Can we really trust them to not be blinded with their own greed? I urge congress to overturn the FFC's decision. 

Thursday, February 15, 2018


Please don't make gun violence commonplace
and make peace and our sense of security just an once upon a time in the history pages.

At first, I didn't want to write about the Florida shooting that happened yesterday because I felt like all the media was glorifying this tragedy too much but I have to say something. It's so devastating that seventeen high school students and teachers were killed. My thoughts and prayers go out to the families of the victims. This is so messed up! We should do more. I won't discuss or debate about gun control laws and/or mental illness issues but I do think that the government should be a little more proactive with keeping people safe. Shootings like these shouldn't become so commonplace. 

Smooches and think Tink. 💋 Stay safe, love each other.

Wednesday, February 14, 2018

My February 14th

The video/song by Cimorelli above is hilarious and relatable. ⇧ I love it! 

Y'all know that I despise Valentine's Day! It's not because I'm single (well, it's part of the reason, lol) but it's mostly because I think that it's a completely commercial holiday. Well, instead of being bitter about it, I'm going to celebrate the day my own way. 

I won't say "Happy Valentine's Day", I'll say "Happy Wednesday" today. 
Spend time with my family. 
Have a Pepsi float (vanilla ice cream and Pepsi soda). 
Watch horror movies, watch Tim Burton movies, watch Shane Dawson's conspiracy videos. 

Smooches and think Tink! 💋

Thursday, February 8, 2018

No More CDs?

USA Today Article: 

Best Buy will stop selling CDs this summer because more and more people are streaming music online. I even listen to my own music on Spotify, Youtube, or itunes now. I love CDs though. I always collect them. It's sort of sad that Best Buy will be doing this but I rarely bought them there because they were too damn expensive at Best Buy, lol. 😄 

Smooches and think Tink! 💋 

Sunday, January 28, 2018

What We Own (a poem)

What We Own  

We are now, the past, the future. 

Our friendship will be something what history will gladly remember. 
We don't listen what others are saying or follow the latest trends, 
we rock out to the beat to our own drum and just do us. 
Are people hating on this? 
Oh, come on, 
go ahead and let them, 
Let's just have some fun! 

If you're about to fall down, 

I'll catch you before you hit the ground. 
If you're about to drown, 
I'll dive under and give you my air. 
People might not understand us, 
Throwing their sticks and stones
but the fight is on, 
Let's show them what we're made of, 
what we always have owned within! 

(c)Lena Holdman, all rights reserved 2018 

Poet Notes: I heard this poem as a song in a dream last night. In the dream, I was in an all-girl punk rock band and no one knew our true identities. We played and wrote our own music but we also fought crime and investigated paranormal activity. We had fighting skills and magic powers too. It was like a mixture of Jem and the Holograms, Mighty Morphin Power Rangers, and Hannah Montana but on acid and steroids, lol. 

Smooches and think Tink! 💋