Hi Stevie Wevie, Happy birthday! Just thinking of you today. I just know that you're celebrating up there. We all miss you everyday but we know that you're in a joyous place now. Party hard! 😜 Love, Lena
I had a slightly disturbing dream. In the dream, I went on a road trip with Kortney, Jeff, and Jay and we rented a bus. The good looking bus driver, who was muscular with black hair, hazel eyes, and a mischievous grin, was flirting with me the whole time. We were at an old, abandoned, stone castle for some odd reason. The bus driver was kissing me and was trying to lead up the spiral staircase, practically dragging me by the hand. Instead of his seductive, mischievous grin, I saw an insidious smile. My heart pounding and pulling my hand away, I suddenly exclaimed: "Wait!" The moment that I spoke up, he stopped walking. He started shaking violently and making gargling sounds. I turned him around to face me and blood was profusely coming out of his eyes, ears, nose, and mouth. I screamed in horror. His heart literally came out of his chest and he regurgitated it out of his throat, making it blob out onto the ground and killing him. I was running past a mirror but instead of seeing my reflection, I saw a blonde jester girl with red eyes and blood all over her. She was wearing a red and black costume and was grinning wickedly at me. (No, it wasn't Harley Quinn, the girl in my dream was more creepy).
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October 28, 2017 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- It's awesome to have a kooky family who loves Halloween. I'm so lucky! 🎃😜
I have a very strange dream last night. In the dream, my family and I went to the mall to meet Halloween cartoon characters. Apparently, in my version of the world, cartoons can come and do meet and greets (lol 😄). Jack Skellington was in Hot Topic, meeting humans. He was extremely tall and he had to bend down low just have make eye contact with some people. There were also multiple creepy Mickey Mouse mascots walking around the mall with no eyes, just black holes. They were so disturbing.
I hugged Jack's waist when I met him and we talked about my love for Halloween. He was chuckling because he thought that I was entertaining. Then, for no reason, I stood on my tip-toes and I just kissed him. When I kissed him, he magically turned into a human guy with pale skin, short, black hair, and tiny, glowing, jack-o'-lanterns in the pupils of his eyes. I guess that this was my twisted version of a fairy tale. Yeah, you have my permission to laugh 😀🎃 .
Last weekend, I had a blast at Wonderland Camp! On Friday, I saw my old friends: Cookie, Ann, Polly, Jan, and Shelby. I was so happy to see them. I also made new friends: Tasha and Molly. We were in the BHA (Brown Hall A) cabin. We just hung out outside until dinner time.There was a small hill in front of the cabin and I was speeding up and down it, tickling the inside of my stomach. After dinner, we had a campfire. We laughed and sang old camp songs. I have heard these songs so much over the years that I bet that I could sing them in my sleep, lol! 😄 It was fun. Then, we ate some gooey, exquisite s'mores. 😋 Cookie and I helped Ann clean up after the fire. Before bed, we sat on the porch and called our friend Dustin on Ann's phone. It was nice to talk to him. On Saturday morning, we did arts and crafts. I drew on a paper pumpkin and decorated on it with stickers. Then, I just doodled some random stuff on paper. I'm not really crafty but I try at camp, lol! 😃 After crafts, we shot bb guns. Ann and I hit the target two times. It was cool. After lunch, we took a hayride down to the water front and rode the boat. I fell asleep off and on because it was so relaxing. It was windy and some of the boat ride was also bumpy. It was nice. Then, we watched the Disney Channel movie, Halloweentown in the dinning hall and ate some popcorn. We then decorated actual pumpkins with paint and markers. We also decorated trick-or-treat bags and I drew pictures of my favorite horror movies on mine. After dinner, later that evening, we put on our costumes. Cookie, Ann, and I were all witches. My mom made Cookie and me matching wands. We took another hayride around the camp. Camp looks so beautiful and majestic at night. We even saw a deer. Then, we all lined up for the haunted house. Normally, I think that the camp's haunted house just has sugar-coated scares but this year, they legitimately made me jump out of my skin. Do you know about my acute fear of realistic dolls that move? Well, in the haunted house, there were dolls. 😲 There was a person in baby doll mask (I'm pretty sure that it was a counselor named Andi) banging on a door loudly. It made me jump but I didn't scream yet. Going further, I then saw a Chucky doll smiling at me. I let out a squeal and nearly jumped out of my chair, exclaiming: "Oh my God...crap!" Then, I started laughing at myself for being scared. Cookie was out of there as soon as she saw Chucky (I guess that I know who would survive a horror movie, lol 😆). It was funny and so much fun. They poured candy in our trick-or-treat bags at the exit. Then, the dance began. The music was booming and the lights were twinkling like stars. I danced with all of my friends and sang loudly. Cookie and I even chased each other and began to have a pretend, silly duel with our wands. It was an awesome night!
On Sunday, my mom and dad picked me up. The whole weekend was so much fun and it was good to see my friends. The weekend went too fast but I know that I'll be back in the summer. Besides, there's still more Halloween fun to have this month at home. 🎃😉🦎
the Creepy Side of Me There's a dark, soulless, creepy side of me; The side that no one gets to see. It comes out at midnight, when everyone is asleep. One of my eyes glow emerald green and another glows pumpkin-orange; my lips becoming blood-red, my skin becoming as pale as the dead. I levitate above the streets, lurking around the neighborhood; stalking the innocent from their beds. I then creep into the woods, dancing with the devil, letting myself be caressed by absolute evil. I drink virgin blood and cackle with a group of murderous witches, wielding a huge butcher knife. I'm becoming monstrous but I don't care or notice.
(c)Lena Holdman, all rights reserved 2017
This is just a Halloween poem 🎃 ...or is it? 😈 I hope that it crept you out. 😈 Hehe!
My name is Lena Holdman. I'm 30 years old. I'm a writer. I'm working on a young adult novel, which I'm planning to get published. I also post short stories and poetry on www.storywrite.com . My Story Write user name is StoryQueenOnWheels. I love writing, it's my passion! I've been writing short stories since I was 8 and poetry since I was 13. I have cerebral palsy and I'm in a wheelchair but there's no such thing as "disabled", only different ways of living. I've been published in "Make Some Noise II", World Poetry Movement's "Stars In Our Hearts", and Story Write's "Page Dancers". I'm a happy, fun, and imaginative person.