Happy Birthday Granny Annie!

 

Hi Grandma, 

Happy birthday! I hope that you're having a huge birthday dinner with all of the other angels today. We love and miss you, but we know you're always watching over us. 

Love ya! 

Smooches and think Tink!! 

Lena

Goals for the week

 

Goals For The Week  

• Journal 
• Check e-mails 
• Earn credits on IMVU: only for a few hours

Smooches and think Tink!

Mixed Feelings

 

I'm chatting and flirting, starting to like someone new online 🫠💋 🦋

But at the time, I still wish I were talking and laughing with my online friend Lee. 🥹🌹🧸 

I miss his goofiness. 🪽👼🏻🤪 

R.I.P. Lee. Smooches and think Tink! 

Now On IMVU 💋

 

Hey Y'all,

I'm no longer playing Woozworld. I was getting tired of the occasional cyberbullying and stalking by an infamous troll. Even when I tried to be friends with the troll, she tried to control who I chatted with. It wasn't anything serious, but it wasn't worth the trouble. Besides, I wanted a more adult game. Now, I play IMVU. This isn't a goal-oriented or skill-oriented game. It's more social, but it's fun. I get to chat with different kinds of people in various rooms, dress up my avatar, and buy clothes for my avatar, of course. It's like playing with dolls for adults, lol. I love it! 

Smooches and think Tink!

An Unplugged Weekend

 

Our cable and internet have been out again since Friday. All weekend, I colored, journaled, read, and watched Jerry Springer, Steve Wilkos, SVU, and Dateline on regular television. The Spectrum tech finally came and fixed it today. Yay! 

Smooches and think Tink!

A Fun Saturday

 

I had a great day with Daddio on Saturday! Since our cable and internet were out because of Friday's storm, I asked him to take me to the mall. First, I got an Archie horror comic from V-Stock. We then headed to Earthbound. Daddy helped me pick out some new crystals and stones for my collection. Then, we went to Hot Topic. I got a Death Note t-shirt and a Pumpkin Head t-shirt. 

I've become more confident when I'm out shopping and have been talking to the cashiers more. Because of this, instead of the cashiers only acknowledging the person with me and not seeing me, they acknowledge me. I like it. 

I went slightly over budget, but it was worth it! I had fun. By the time we stopped shopping, the cable and internet came back on at home. Then, Dad bought me some Taco Bell. I got a Chalupa Supreme. 

Now, I'm gaming, blogging, and listening to music at 1am after an awesome day. 

I have the best dad ever!!!! 

Smooches and think Tink!!!💋🧚

The Empowering Dream

 

I had a dream that I was in a pop girl group. The other three girls were in wheelchairs like me. I was having fun performing, but the other girls were mean. We entered a talent show, hoping to get noticed. We performed the song "In The Closet" by Michael Jackson. 

The other girls kept messing up during our performance, but when we rolled off stage, they blamed me for their mistakes and yelled at me, making me cry. One of the judges was my former school principal (people from my past being in my dreams have been a recurring theme lately), and he saw the girls screaming at me backstage, then me sobbing in front of my dressing room door. He encouraged me to reenter the show as a solo act, saying, "You shouldn't be bullied like this. You're such an amazing person! If you want success, push yourself to be heard. Don't be a follower or anyone's scapegoat! I know you have it in you, forget those brats! Show everybody your talent." 

He then gently wiped my tears away. I smiled and got the confidence to leave the group. He talked the other judges into letting me reenter the show as a solo singer. I rushed into the restroom, cleaned my face, and redid my makeup. Then, I rolled up on stage to the microphone under the hot and almost blinding spotlight. I was extremely nervous, my heart pounding, but I took a deep breath and tried to relax. As the music started, I heard him whisper, "You got this." 

I began singing the song "Who Will Love Me As I Am." 

I had everyone's attention. The audience and judges were smiling, astonished by my voice. The mean girls rolled out of the building angrily. When I belted out the final note, I got a standing ovation. I heard my principal cheer out over the roar of the audience, "That's how you do it!" I wanted to wave at him, but he disappeared into the crowd. Then, I woke up. When I opened my eyes, I felt happy, empowered, and ready for the day. 

Smooches and think Tink!!💋🧚

Blessed Beltane 💚🌹🪷🌷🌼🌻

 

Beltane, a spring festival celebrated around May 1st, holds significance as a time of renewal, fertility, and the transition into summer. It's a liminal period where the veil between worlds is thin, making it a time for divination and connection with nature. For the ancient Celts, Beltane marked the beginning of the summer season and the start of the growing season, with fire rituals and the movement of livestock to pastures being prominent. 

Smooches and think Tink! 💋🧚🧚🧚🧚🧚🧚

Feeling Goofy (Sleep Laughing)

 

I drew this picture on my computer last night while watching SVU. It's me as an anthropomorphic vixen with Max Goof. Max was one of my cartoon crushes as a kid (hey, I was a strange child, lol). 

It doesn't have anything to do with this picture or A Goofy Movie, but I had a very bizarre dream this morning that made me laugh in my sleep. I was at Simpson Elementary. My old elementary school suddenly became a place of endless partying. Among the frenzied partiers, perfectly choreographed flash mobs also danced throughout the hallways for no apparent reason. Amid the chaos, I had a passionate, sensual moment in the music classroom with someone older than me. (It's a former high school crush, but I won't say the name of who it was because some people in my life know and work with the person in real life, and I don't want to embarrass myself or anyone else😜). I have to admit, I thoroughly enjoyed the steamy moment.🫠

Then, after a week of partying in the halls, I was telling this person that I was pregnant, and he was the father. The person automatically proposed to me, and I quickly said yes. After another week, I learned I was wrong about being pregnant.🩸The person initially got angry, but then chuckled at my silly mistake. We were still engaged. I was laughing with the person and Chris, one of my former high school aides, about the situation. The person and Chris then playfully dunked me into a pool, which appeared out of nowhere. Being thrown into the water tickled the inside of my stomach, and I giggled. I was still laughing as I slowly woke up.😄

Smooches and think Tink!💋🧚

The Pink Man

 

A pink man walks out of the closet and meets a demented little girl, who murdered someone hours ago. 

Smooches and think Tink!

Peter Pan Includes Everyone

 

 This picture was generated by the DreamUp AI, and I found it sweet. I call it Peter Pan and the Wheelchair-Bound Lost Boy. I love disability representation and positivity! 

One night, Peter goes to an orphanage and visits a lonely boy in a wheelchair. He invites the boy to come to Neverland and become a lost boy. 

Smooches and think Tink!