Like a child with their security blanket, I tightly clung
onto the sweet memories of you. You were my prince charming-like crush. I knew
that you were the only one who wouldn’t ever hurt me so you became permanently
imprinted in my mind. With a smile warmer than the summer sun, you were the
happy thought that I always escaped to when reality became too overwhelming.
Now, seeing you holding her, I realize that it’s time to let go of my security
blanket and let you grow up. You’ll always have a special place in my heart but
I’m moving on. I need to stop hiding in a fantasy that won’t come true just
because of insecurity. You’re my best
friend now and I only want you to be happy.
(c)Lena Holdman, all rights reserved 2012
I was remembering things while I was listening to an old play list.
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