Coffee, Please!!!!

 

I asked Person X to buy me a bottled coffee. Because I dared to ask for a second coffee🥤on a Thursday evening, Person X looked at me like I had just asked him to commit murder😵🙃, lol. I wanted to say: "Look, you and Person Z have been driving me nuts!" "It's coffee or alcohol, your choice!!" 🔪🗡️

I bit my tongue though and he bought the coffee. 

Just give a gal her coffee. It might help with her sanity sometimes. 🤪 ☕

Everything is absolutely okay. 👍🏻😎😋

#It'sMyHappyJuice 🍵 

Smooches and think Tink!

Blessed Beltane 🌹

 

Blessed Beltane! 

Beltane or Bealtaine is the Gaelic May Day festival, marking the beginning of summer. It is traditionally held on 1 May, or about midway between the spring equinox and summer solstice. Historically, it was widely observed in Ireland, Scotland, and the Isle of Man. 

Smooches and think Tink!

"Someone" Called Me A Sociopath... 🙄

 

Well, someone called me a sociopath tonight because I laughed when I accidentally sat on Mom's hand while she was helping me. 🙄I know it was said as a joke and I even laughed along at the time, but I'm overthinking it now. Lol. Am I lacking empathy? Am I anti-social?! I do like breaking the rules. Am I really a sociopath? Thanks a lot, Someone Who I Won't Name! 

Plus, I'm healing from a pulled muscle in my neck. There isn't an exciting story about how I did it. I literally just turned my head! Meditating is helping me not to fixate on the pain so much (yes, I meditate some now). My patience is being tested this weekend 😠, but it's fine! 🙃

 

Smooches and think Tink!

Dear Frenemies (a poem)

 

Dear Frenemies, 

I finally forgive you, 

But you no longer have power over me. 

I broke the strings, I unlocked the chains. 

Unlike Wendy Darling, 

I learned how to fly on my own. 

You can still haunt the past, 

But I decide to have the courage to take a different path. 

©Lena Holdman, all rights reserved 2024 

Smooches and think Tink! 🧚💋🤘

   

Magical Academia Era

 

I'm in my magical academia era. 📚🕮🖉 I'm researching, learning, and studying the bible, Christian witchcraft, and witchcraft and the occult in general. I'm rolling down my own path. 👩🏻‍🦼✝⛤🧙🪄✨ 

Smooches and think Tink! 

World Down Syndrome Day! 💛🩵

 

Happy World Down Syndrome Day!

#ILoveSuperCooper

Smooches and think Tink! 💛💙

Some Things Will Never Change

 

At this very moment, I'm in my room; listening to Justin Timberlake's new album and typing on my laptop, feeling so content. It's like when I was younger, listening to NSYNC's latest album and journaling; feeling as happy as a clam. Even though I unwillingly grew up, lol, some things about me will never change. All that a fangirl needs is new music! 

Smooches and think Tink! 

I'll Be My Own Valentine (Self-Love)

 

Why I can't find someone who is funny, sexy, romantic, compassionate, intelligent, creative, and protective but understands I'm still independent; someone who is a badass rebel with tattoos and dark sunglasses but still sings NSYNC songs to me when we're alone to make me smile? 😍😍 Where is that someone who won't just see the wheelchair and will dance with me to Ed Sheeran's "Perfect?"🕺💃 Oh well, I'll be my own Valentine. 😜 I don't mind at all. I can buy exactly what I want! Lol! 😆 I don't know if I'll ever find my person, but being single is fun! I'll always love and accept myself. 💜

#SelfLove 

Smooches and think Tink! 😘

A Fun Day with Daddio 🧔🏻‍♂️💜

 

Yesterday, I went out with my dad. First, we went to the mall. We went into random and cool stores. We had to hunt down a working elevator because the one that we usually use was out of order, but I was excited to go into Hot Topic. I got 3 shirts and jewelry from Hot Topic.  A very kind Gothic cashier at Hot Topic grabbed my third shirt for me and gave me a 30% discount on that third shirt after I already purchased two shirts. I appreciated his patience and kindness. 

Then, we went to Target. I bought the movie, "Five Nights at Freddy's" (it's an awesome movie, btw).  Daddio then got me Starbucks. Did you know Starbucks can make peppermint mocha all year? It was a fun day! He's the best daddy in the world! I'm a lucky girl. How was your Saturday?  

Smooches and think Tink! 

Hey Steven, Thinking of You 💙🪽

 

Hey Stevie Wevie, 

I'm just thinking about you today.  I miss you every day, but you're still watching over us. I know you're joking around with the angels and having fun. Do the angels like your blonde jokes? Lol. Do you ever visit us? I hope so. I love you. 

Smooches and think Tink! 💋🧚😇

Love, 

Lena 💙💖💜💫 

Goals For 2024!

 

Goals  

1. Explore my spirituality and my power within. 

2. Read more. 

3. Journal/draw more. 

4. Go on more walks in the park (depending on the weather). 

5. Get published. 

Smooches and think Tink!