Please don’t leave me behind. I still believe in you. I still believe in faith, trust, and pixie dust. You use to take me on the greatest adventures, fighting wicked privates with the Lost Boys, soaring the beautiful skies, and racing with Tinker Bell, but now you’re flying so far ahead of me that you’re nearly out of my sight. Oh Peter, I thought that being adult is what I wanted, but now I realize that I don’t want to become old and cynical. I can’t. I love you and my innocence. Please Peter, I don’t want to grow up, honest. I’m not ready. I just want to be a little girl and have fun. Don’t go and forget me.
Your Friend Always,
Wendy
(c)Lena Holdman, all rights reserved 2010
This is a letter from Wendy to Peter Pan once she realizes that she really didn't want to grow up after all. I got the idea for this letter from listening to Britney Spears' "Everytime". I listened to the song in Wendy's point-of-view.
Thank you again J.M. Barrie for writing a story that all children of all ages love and thank you Britney for having such a pretty song.
Last week, I went to Wonderland Camp for the last time this summer. I had a blast! I went with my friends Kortney and Jeff. I also saw some of my old camp friends: Joe, Sophie, Lois, Mary, Angie, Dustin, Rick, John, Toby, Lynn, Elvis, and Marcus. I made some new friends as well: Kelsey, Becka, Zack, and Tim. On Sunday, we had the pool party. I swam, floated, and goofed off with my friends. Beach balls were flying around and everyone had a good time.
On Monday morning, we went to the waterfront at 6am and went on the boat. I fell asleep of course because the movement of the boat is so soothing. That afternoon, we had an inside carnival. It was so cool. They had games and little prizes to win, (and everyone won something no matter what). They also had bubbly music playing and Toby was juggling three balls in the middle of the room. For our snack, we had snow cones. I had a blue, bubblegum flavored one. Later that evening, we had a karaoke night/ice cream party. I sang “Don’t Cha” by the Pussycat Dolls and hung out with Rick, Dustin, John, Elvis, and Tim. While we were in line for ice cream, Dustin surprised me and gave me a friendship bracelet. It was a good evening.
Tuesday morning, we had Crafts, Nature, and Music. In Crafts, we tie-dyed our camp shirts and I dyed my shirt purple and red. In Music, we played limbo and a game called Human Machine, where we had to act and sound like a machine. Then in Nature, we went to the tree house and told stories. I love the tree house. Because it’s so high, it feels like I’m flying. After Nature, we then went to the game room until lunchtime and I played with jukebox. I still love that thing after all of these years. That afternoon, we went swimming. I floated around on my back and just relaxed, talking to friends. Later in the evening, we had movie night. We ate popcorn and watched “Tom and Hunk”. I saw the movie a long time ago, but it was still entertaining.
Wednesday morning, we had Rec, Nature, and Music. In Nature, we shot BB guns and with Kelsey’s help, I almost hit the bulls-eye. In Music, we practiced for the talent show and sang. For Rec, we went to the playground. Marcus, Kortney, and I got on the swings. Then that afternoon, we had another pool party. I swam with Kelsey and Joe and chased each other. It was so much fun. That evening, the talent show began. For my cabin’s group talent, we danced to “All In This Together” from “High School Musical”. For my individual talent, I just sang “Lucky” by Britney Spears. Britney songs are a blast to sing. For John’s talent, he sang “Forever and Always” by Shania Twain to me. It was cute. Joe’s cabin group talent was hilarious. He was dressed as an alien and his campers, who were dressed in black and sunglasses, were chasing him around the room with toy guns while Will Smith’s “Men In Black” was playing. It was great. The talent show was awesome as always!
On Thursday, we were at the pool all morning. Then in the afternoon, we had Beauty Shop and relaxed. I got my nails painted purple and put my hair down with glittery clips in it. Then, Kortney, Sophie, and I hung out with Toby and Lynn until dinnertime. Later, it was time for the dance. I wore my favorite black and purple tank top, my blue skinny jeans, purple eye shadow, and dark lipstick. The music was pumping and lights were everywhere when Kortney and I rolled in. I danced with Angie, Lois, John, Rick, Kelsey, Elvis, Kortney, Jeff, Marcus, Dustin, and Joe. Joe drove my chair around the dance floor and I loved it. I’ll never forget that moment. I was just hyper with my friends all night and by the end of the dance, I was slap happy. I was on cloud nine.
On Friday, after breakfast, we had awards. Kortney and I got the “Best Friends Award” (which Kelsey and Joe made) because Kortney and I did most things together. That afternoon, I mostly just hung out and signed shirts. When Mom and Dad got there to pick me up, I had to hug everyone, especially Joe. I can’t believe that summer is almost over. I have so many good memories, most dealing with camp. I’m looking forward to going back soon.
Going to camp has always been a fun adventure and this year was no exception. I saw some old friends like Caitlin, Ashley, Marcus, Gaylemarie, Toby, and Lynn, but I also met some new friends like Dustin, Brooke, Faith, Joe, and Lois. Sunday began with an interesting start. It was very stormy and dark. Then, as I’m listening to a screamo song with Caitlin on her ipod, the tornado sirens were blaring. Everybody had to go in the bathroom for a while until it was clear. It was sort of fun and exciting to be honest. Caitlin and I were joking around. Later after dinner, we had karaoke night. I sang “Piece Of Me” by Britney Spears and then goofed off with Brooke, Joe, and Louis.
On Monday, we went to waterfront and rode the boat. Because it was so relaxing, I was dozing off and on. Then we went to Crafts and tie-dyed our camp shirts. My shirt was red and green. After the tie-dying, we went to Nature and played a quiz game. Music was then next. We learned new cute camp songs. Later, waiting for dinner, we also went to the game room. After we ate and before movie night, I played basketball with Joe and Lois. I was dodging the ball as always, but I had fun. Then we went to the dinning hall and the movie for night was Night At The Museum 2. It was so funny.
On Tuesday, we went to Crafts again and painted. Nature was second and we made flower cups. Music was third and played limbo and parachute games. Finally, after rest time, we went swimming. I swam with Caitlin for a while, then with Joe. He was spinning me around and acting silly. For an evening activity, I decided to hang out in the game room. Brooke and I were writing random, poetic things on the back of coloring sheets. Dustin was musician and songwriter. He saw what I wrote on one of my sheets and loved it. He wanted to turn it into a song, so we collaborated on it. It felt awesome that someone noticed something that I wrote.
On Wednesday, we went swimming and I swam with Brooke. Then we went to Rec, blowing bubbles and Crafts, making bead jewelry. Music was afterwards and we practiced for the talent show and danced. Later that evening was the show. For the group talent, my cabin and PHA danced to “Shake It” by Metro Station. Wanting to do something different for my individual talent this year, I read a poem that I wrote earlier that day and Caitlin helped reading. Everyone seemed to really like it. All the acts were entertaining and sometimes extremely hilarious.
On Thursday, we had Nature and shot BB guns. Then we had Rec and we played bowling. After Rec, we just hung out and had Beauty Shop, getting ready for the dance. We did our hair, nails, and make-up. My hair was curled but was down, my nails were painted purple, and Caitlin put purple eye shadow and dark red lipstick on me. Finally, after dinner, the dance began. I wore my black and purple strapless tank top with my skinny jeans and black shoes. Just to be cute, I met Joe at his cabin and he escorted me into the dance. All of my friends danced around me, the lights shined like stars, the music boomed, and it was a magical night. Then, later that night, after everyone was suppose to be in bed, Caitlin decided to scare me as a prank. She hopped on my bed and yelled my name, waking me up. I jumped out of my skin and my eyes were the size of golf balls, but we both laughed. It was priceless.
On Friday, we got awards. I got the Gossip Girl Award because I knew everything that went on at camp. We watched the camp video and played a little Bingo, but then I just hung around camp. I hung out at Joe’s cabin until Mom and Dad picked me up. I’ll never forget this week. So many cool things happened.
I don't want to sound like that crying Britney Spears fan on YouTube, but LEAVE MILEY ALONE! She's 17, growing up. Let her be rebellious for a while. Let her have a more mature look and sound. Yes, she's being sensual, but she isn't going overboard. Give her a break! She's trying to find herself.
Dear God,
Thank you for all of the blessings in my life. Thank you for everyone’s health and safety. I just want to pray for those who are lost, sad, or in pain. Let them know that they aren’t alone and give them strength to make it through. Guide them. Let your love be a comfort.
In Your Holy Name,
Amen.
Don’t give up on love, don’t give up on humanity, anyone can get a happy ending.
Don’t hide in a shell, don’t let your heart be lonely, there is still compassion.
