Tuesday, February 24, 2026

Lent Entry #6

 

God, 

Thank you for letting me know it's okay to relax today. My allergies are acting up today. It's usually difficult for me to take it easy, but right now, I'm calm. I'm guessing that's You're doing.

Please help those who need to chill out and do some self-care. 

In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit; 

As above, so below, 

Smooches and think Tink

Monday, February 23, 2026

Lent Entry #5

 

God, 

Thank you for safety. Thank you for keeping my family, friends, and me away from danger. I watch the news, and the world can be a scary place. Thank you for the shelter and protection. No matter what, I know You're there. 

Please help and protect those lives that are threatened (in protests, ICE arrests, war zones, and careless shootings). Embrace and shield them. 

In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit; 

As above, so below, 

Amen/blessed be. 

Smooches and think Tink

  

Sunday, February 22, 2026

Lent Entry #4

 


God, 

Thank you for the precious time with my family. It makes me so happy. I'm so blessed to have a big family that does everything together! 

Please help those who feel lonely. Let them know You love them, and You're their Heavenly Father.

In  the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit; 

As above, so below, 

Amen//blessed be. 

Smooches and think Tink 

Saturday, February 21, 2026

Lent Entry #3

 



God, 

Thank you for the free will, autonomy, and the capacity to speak my mind. In a harsh world that judges, it's nice to know You won't turn Your back on me if I make a mistake. You won't force me into anything. You'll just guide and protect me during any decision. You love me, being my eccentric self.

Please help those who are afraid of being themselves because people tell them not to;  Help those who hide who they truly are, thinking that it'll disappoint You. Let them know that You accept and love them, no matter what. 

Also, help close-minded people open up and help them see they shouldn't hate or oppress anyone different. 

In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit; 

As above, so below, 

Amen/blessed be. 

Smooches and think Tink! 


Friday, February 20, 2026

Lent Entry #2

 


God, 

Thank you for my health and my family's health. Thank you for giving us the ability to live life without sickness or pain. I know  I  tend to complain about my stomach issues, and that's a little selfish of me. It could be worse, and I thank you for Your help. I'm still learning to enjoy one moment at a time and accept each hardship as they come. 

Please help those who are sick, in pain, and desperately searching for answers. Give them strength and courage to get through it;  The same strength and courageousness that You and  Your son, Jesus, had when He was crucified unjustly. 

In the  name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit;  

As above, so below, 

Amen/Blessed be. 

Smooches and think Tink!

Thursday, February 19, 2026

Lent Entry #1

 


For Lent, I'm going to try to type one thing I'm thankful for each day until Easter. 

God, 

Thank you for my family and friends; For blessing me with genuine people who are always there during happy and dark times. Thank you for blessing me with unconditional love and support. 

Please watch over those who are less fortunate; People who are separated from their loved ones right now or don't have anybody to turn to. Let them know they aren't alone. Embrace them with Your love and protection.

In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit;

As above, so below,  

Amen/blessed be.

Smooches and think Tink!



Saturday, February 14, 2026

Anti-Valentine's Day 🖤

 





The world insists on pink glitter and heart confetti, but you insist on black roses, black balloons, skulls, and dark chocolate. Just have your own dark holiday.  


Smooches and think Tink! 






Thursday, January 15, 2026

My Vampire Dream

 


Last night, I dreamt I was a teenage vampire. I fell in love with a human guy (Adam played this role, but I kept calling him Mike). My "father" tried to keep us away, so 'Mike' wouldn't be in danger. We even moved to another state, so I could get over him, but nothing could keep us apart for long. It was a very Twilight-like dream. 

Smooches and think Tink! 



Sunday, January 11, 2026

Hey There, Steven

 







Hey Steven, 

How are you? I'm great. I've been writing my book again. I'm just thinking about you today. I can't believe it's been twenty years. It seems like yesterday we were racing down the school hallway, and you would always win because I was too busy laughing. I miss your ridiculous, made-up songs (I bet you're making the other angels crack up daily lol). We all miss your goofiness every day, though I know you're watching over us and smiling. 

I love you, Stevie Wevie. 

Smooches and think Tink! 

Lena



Wednesday, December 31, 2025

My Goals For 2026

 


My Goals for 2026  

  • Work on finishing my novel (finally tell the world my original character, Adam's story)
  • Read more than 5 books 
  • Clean my room (donate or throw away old things I do not need) 
  • Take another online class 
  • Do not let  my OCD-like tendencies take over, be more chill
  • Go out into nature more 
  • Learn more about crystals  
  • Learn more about the Bible  


Smooches and think Tink! Happy New Year! 



Sunday, December 28, 2025

A Neverland Kiss (a fanfic)

 


Alice used to be the curious girl who chased the White Rabbit down to Wonderland, but that was a distant story ever since Peter Pan brought her to Neverland. She lived in Neverland now, gliding through the skies, swaying from trees, and laughing with the lost boys. She was fearless, independent, and completely at ease here, where rules were few and adventures endless. She had left Wonderland and England behind, and for the first time, she felt fully alive.

She remembered the last time she had tried to return to Wonderland and how the White Queen had barred her from entering, being afraid Alice’s world’s fear and sorrow would taint their magic. The rejection had stung back then, but in Neverland, none of that mattered. This was now her home, and she could finally be free.

Peter was always there; mischievous, wild, untamed, fiery-red hair catching the starlight, a grin full of secrets. Over the months, their playful teasing, daring quests, and shared triumphs had grown into something more; something neither of them dared to name until one quiet night.

They perched on a high branch of an ancient tree, the moon's silver light spilling over the forest. The wind tugged at their hair, and the stars stretched endlessly above them.

Peter glanced at her, something unreadable flickering across his face. Alice smiled, brushing a loose strand of hair from her eyes.

Without thinking, she leaned closer, and their lips slowly and tentatively met. Peter thought Wendy Darling once called this action a kiss or a thimble. He wasn't sure, but whatever it was, he liked it. It felt incredible. Peter’s kiss was warm, uncertain, and hungry. Alice responded instantly, tilting into him, letting him know he was wanted—loved for the first time. The sky seemed to hold its breath as the kiss lingered, soft and electric, like stepping into a memory she hadn’t realized she had been waiting for.

When they pulled back just enough to breathe, Peter rested his forehead against hers. 

He asked breathlessly, "Was that a..." 

"A kiss," Alice nodded, giggling, "A real kiss."

“If we keep going, I won’t stop,” he murmured.

“I’m not asking you to,” she said, eyes bright, daring.

A few nights later, in the quiet shadow of the same ancient tree, the second kiss came: hotter, deeper, impossible to resist. Peter pressed close, hands firm at her waist, all the restraint of his eternal boyhood cracking under the weight of feverish desire. Alice met him fully, knowingly; every movement a choice, every breath a promise.

“You don’t know what you’re asking,” he whispered.

“I do,” she said, kissing him again, entirely alive, intimately hers.

The wind tore around them, clouds swirling, Neverland itself alive with the power of what they shared. Peter groaned softly, caught between restraint and abandon, and Alice felt the thrill, the danger, and the certainty of loving someone who refused to grow up yet could hold her completely.

When they finally pulled apart, just enough to breathe, Peter rested his forehead against hers again.

“Stay,” he whispered, not a command for once, but a plea.

“I’m staying,” Alice said, steady, fierce, fearless.

In that moment, between stars, clouds, and the reckless eternity of Neverland, Alice realized she had never been rejected or lost. She had only been waiting for Peter; for magic, for a love that could exist absolutely in the whimsical world she already called home.


©Lena Holdman, all rights reserved 2025 

Author Notes: This story is a work of fan fiction. The characters were originally created by J.M. Barrie and Lewis Carroll. While I was messing around with ChatGPT (typing in random, silly prompts about my favorite characters), this story idea popped into my head. I've always shipped Peter and Alice, and in my mind's eye, I saw a kissing scene between them. I'm also considering this story to be a sequel to my story called 'Alice, Locked Out' that I wrote during the 2020 Covid lockdown (https://lena-writer.blogspot.com/2020/04/alice-locked-out-metaphorical-alice-and.html). Don't worry, AI won't ever write for me. These are my words, what I see in my mind. ChatGPT only helped me map out the plot of this story, then I wrote and typed out the story. ChatGPT and DreamUp AI generated the pictures.

Smooches and think Tink! 



Happy Halloween 🎃

    Did everyone have a good, spooky Halloween?  Smooches and think Tink! 💋🧡🎃