Being Happy and Relaxed (Do Not Disturb 😜)

I'm planning to have a relaxing weekend. Today, Daddio made me chocolate chip pancakes with whipped cream for breakfast. He also surprised me with some new Halloween solar panel bobbleheads (I like the clicking sound that they make). Simple things make me happy! 

My plan for tomorrow is simple: watching Law & Order: SVU all day. I know that it sounds very lazy but I don't care. I'll go downstairs and watch SVU to my heart's content. 

Sunday is the Holdman family reunion in the park. It'll be so, so, so hot and we'll wake up early but it's going to be fun. 

Bleeding Pages (a Poem)

Sometimes I make the pages bleed, 
My overwhelming feelings penetrating the paper, 
using my trusty pen;
With piercing words of sadness, angst, and happiness, 
revealing the vulnerability within me that is so deep. 

Sometimes my soul just scream onto the page, 
giving my mind relief and telling my darkest secrets, 
letting people know that I won't ever change. 


(c)Lena Holdman, all rights reserved 2017 

This poem just popped into the head the other night when I was writing in my journal. The pages of my journal sometimes get abused lol. 😄

Fan-Girls Stick Together

I never thought that a Shane fan edit would be emotional but I got tears in my eyes when I first watched this 😢😍 (the video above ⇧). It’s so good. This edit was made a girl named Nicole. She's a mega Shane Dawson fan like me. I follow her on Twitter. Please follow her at @daydreamxdawson and give her some love. 😊😘

Remembering 9/11

September 11, 2001 
Always remember what shouldn't have happened. 🌹

Just a Few Updates

I decided not to do online classes this year because I want to be focused on my writing, my family, and reading more books. Also, the classes were getting redundant by the end of last year and I was sort of getting bored with it. I just want to do my own thing, living my best life. 😎 ✍🎧🖳 🎃🎄👪📚

Smooches! 💋

"Look What You Made Me Do" Reaction

I love this song and music video by Taylor Swift (⇧) ! It's witty, cheeky, and very dark. Some people are hating on the song, saying they miss "the old Taylor" but I'm loving this edgy, dark Taylor!

Solar Eclipse 2017

Saw it at 1:17PM. The sun and the moon had dream colors. Then, the sky went dark. Crickets went crazy but the birds stopped chirping. The atmosphere was creepy-cool. 🌞🌝

Fiction Can Be a Comfort

At first Mrs. Darling did not know, but after thinking back into her childhood she just remembered a Peter Pan who was said to live with the fairies. There were odd stories about him, as that when children died he went part of the way with them, so that they should not be frightened. 

----Peter and Wendy, Chapter 1, J.M. Barrie   

To our baby girl, Alina, who we never got to meet: soar among the stars with the angels and always know that we all love you. R.I.P. 💗✝️ 

Happy Birthday Harry Potter!

Happy birthday Harry Potter! 🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈

My Riverdale and "Bughead" Obsession

Most of you know that I love the TV show Riverdale (a show based off of the Archie Comics). In the show, there is a romantic relationship between Betty Cooper and Jughead Jones (aka Bughead) and I'm obsessed. It's so damn cute! 😍 Some fans of the original comics say that it doesn't make sense but I think that it does. In the original comics, they were very close and always had each other's backs. Also, come on, it's just adorable! 💕 They're #RelationshipGoals . 

When a Disney Girl is Sarcastic

Disclaimer: This is just a joke and it's my personal opinion. 

I was watching Disney's Robin Hood yesterday because it’s one of my favorites and when this song came on (the video above ⇧⇧⇧⇧) , I thought of Trump. Like Prince John, he's a selfish, whiny, greedy leader who is really just a bully. Lol! 

"The snivellin’, grovellin’. 

Measly, weasely,

Blabberin’, jabberin’, 

Gibberin’, jabberin’, 

Blunderin’, plunderin’,

Wheelin’, dealin’, 

Don Trump, that phony president of the U.S.A. 

Yeah!"