To Play With Fire

To Play With Fire

You make me want to play with fire,
just smile at danger.
I’m letting my heart go reckless but I don’t care.
You’re my partner in crime,
my shelter when it begins to rain.
Some say it’s insane,
some even it’s wrong
to have such admiration for someone who’s almost a stranger,
But you make me want to play with fire,
just smile at danger.



©Lena Holdman, all rights reserved 2010

 

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My Happy Dream (Once Upon a December)

 I had such a happy dream last night (the reason for the whimsical song above). No, it wasn't about my boyfriend Rick, though I am extremely excited to meet him on my birthday! It was about camp and a camp friend (let's call him Patrick because I don't want to embarrass him). In the dream, I was at camp in December for some odd reason. We had to gather in the dinning hall because of a snow storm and Patrick came in with his silver cross around his neck and his hat on backwards as always. He quickly ran up to Kortney and me and hugged me tightly, saying, "I've missed you so much Lena." He asked Kortney and I about Rick, about the dances that we go to, and about our Christmas. Then suddenly, he just began to dance with me out of the blue. He was just twirling me around slowly, holding me close, singing and talking to me, and making me laugh. People were staring but I didn't care. I was just having fun with my friend. I woke up giggling. It put me in a good mood. 

The Impairy Story: Part 1 is here!

Prologue: http://storywrite.com/story/518970

Part 1: http://storywrite.com/story/540745

 After reading the stories above, tell me what you think. I was thinking about making it a 4 or 5 part story instead of 3. Tell me your thoughts.

Cinderella by TaTa Young

My new theme song peeps! I love it. I don't want to be the helpless princess locked in the tower, I want to be the princess who has control of her life and who kicks butt!!

The Second Star To The Right (Jonatha Brooke version)

Really in a Peter Pan mood today for some odd reason. I love anything about Peter Pan. Anyone who knows me knows that I'm Peter Pan/Tinker Bell obsessed. My sister and I read the book and saw the Disney movie when we were kids and then I read the book again myself as a teenager. Peter Pan is my comfort zone. This version of "The Second Star To The Right" is very pretty. Jonatha Brooke did a good job.

Rewrite Your Own Fairy Tale

There comes a time in every girl’s life when she has to stop acting like a damsel in distress, start standing on her own feet, and with all of her faith within her heart and soul, rewrite her own fairy tale. Gaining bravery, she won’t always rely on a knight in shining armor and she faces her own fears. Even though she can’t always see it, she’ll know that love, magic, and light is all around her.


©Lena Holdman, all rights reserved 2010

Happy Thanksgiving!

What I'm Thankful For

I'm thankful for my loving family: my biggest fans, my toughest critics, my true companions. I don't know what I would do without them. They love me for me.
I'm thankful for my accepting friends (including my lovely boyfriend): the people who love my craziness, hang with me no matter what, and make me smile. 
I'm thankful for my family's and friends' health and my health.
I'm thankful for food and shelter. Not everyone has those things. 
I'm just thankful, grateful for a GREAT life!! 


Happy Thanksgiving!

COOL! New Kids On The Block and Backstreet Boys

It was the coolest thing ever! New Kids On The Block and The Backstreet Boys performed together at the American Music Awards. 



Now only if *NSYNC would get back together, then I'll be the happiest woman alive! Justin, Chris, Joey, Lance, J.C. if you're reading this (I seriously doubt it but you never know), please make my dream come true and reunite.

Random Update (and Shane Dawson)

Okay, it's really 12:33 AM, even though Blogger is saying it's only 10:53 PM, and my stomach sort of hurts. Instead of writing, I've been watching YouTube videos all night. I promise that Part 1 of The Impairy Story is coming. I've just been getting distracted lately. Darn you Rick! Just kidding, I love him. Anyway, I'm slowly writing, little by little. You'll know more about Shadow the impairy soon. Here's a YouTuber that I've been watching. He's hilarious. His name is Shane Dawson. Enjoy.



I better go now before Mom falls asleep. Smooches!

Happy Birthday Steven

Steven was a good friend. He always managed to make me laugh no matter what. When I think about growing up and going to school with him, I remember the little things like him making him silly faces at the gym teacher, or telling me the latest blond joke, or him and I yelling "BUMP" before the bus hit a bump, or him waving from the bus window when I was dropped off, or when I sat with him at lunch, which soon became my favorite part of the day. Steven was funny and fun. Yes, we sometimes fought like brother and sister, but I loved him, still do. I miss him everyday, but I know that he's watching over all of his family and friends. Happy birthday Stevie Wevie. I love you.